Sunday 27 March 2022

Just One Week Later?

When Cole met Jane, something special happened, and they found love.

He never expected Anthony to return…

Three Ways – The Ways In, a contemporary romance in
Sydney, Australia, all yours on the cheap at Amazon

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      Hi guys,

      Well, I was going to blog in three weeks. Was going to jump to three weeks ahead for the Bible stuff, but still ended up turning to today. And admittedly, it’s a hard one to skip, so new blog today (yay you).

      How’s life? Well apart from the slow start to the week, I got asked by Thursday if I was okay… And after admitting I was having admin issues, I ended up having a good, productive day. Bit of a slip Friday but three quarters of the admin was already done, and it’s the weekend again.

      Another thing, not the best given it was a slip (okay, a few slips), but I realised I was scared and frustrated. Knowing it is something of a relief, and the share that came of it is me getting out of passing things off as okay, fine, not a problem – good old minimisation, what a beast it is.

      Also got my dining table sorted out, soon I’ll have writing space in my own place, plus somewhere to entertain peeps. And with the other half’s share of friends, there’ll be time for that. Only I have to put it together so there’ll be some frustrations (the entertainment unit peeved me off), not so yay me. Oh well, onward.

 

What’s In the World/Oz

      War in Ukraine continues, and I’ve been seeing stories of people from Germany taking in refugees from the war-torn nation. But that said, there’s things forgotten. Nobody seems to talk about Syria these days, or Yemen, and I wonder if the attention put on Ukraine needs to go to these places just as hard and visceral.

      Back home, there’s an election in the air, and at least four of the incumbent Government’s politicians are advertising in a way that doesn’t draw attention to their party, teals instead of blues, no logos, It’s like they’re pretending to be independent when they’re not. But, led by a pretender, it seems par for the course. I only hope things end up with a turfing, because the lack of climate progress, the years of debt disaster, the whole mess they made of Covid and aged care, and the endless photo ops, amongst other things. Stay tuned.

      Also, unicef sent me an email for the WaterWalk Challenge – walk 7km a day for 7 days, because people, kids in crisis nations (Yemen, Syria, Afghanistan, even Ukraine now) travel this far for clean drinking water, often in danger to themselves. Alas, horribly out of shape, but as one of my yearly charities, feel free to head over to your national unicef page and slip them a fifty for the ongoing works they do around the world.

 

The Last Week in Writing

      Well… Yeah, nothing done. This slog of a chapter isn’t writing itself, and after hoofing about a fictional kingdom and starting to freeze to death, nothing got written. I still don’t know what it is, or if I just have to leave it and let it all unravel in time. It’ll come. I think I just have to give it time. I hope I can finish, and the coming table helps with that.

 

The Gaming Experience

      Things went up a notch as I made my umpteenth pilgrimage up the 7000 Steps to High Hrothgar. Only this time I started freezing to death – the joys of survival mode. Yep, playing so I get hungry and have to eat, get tired and have to sleep, get cold and, well, start to freeze to death. (Yes, there’s snow in the game, so yes, areas can get treacherously cold). I got the frost troll in a few hidey hits (yes, I rolled a stealth archer again), and Lydia has been proving useful (my second horse got killed so on hoof now). Hoping she doesn’t die next…

      Right now I’m outside Ustengrav, the bandits outside are all deaded, and I’m ready to delve in past the necromancers experimenting on the bandits, then the draugr, and get that all important Horn of Jurgen Windcaller. Yes, I’ve done this a thousand times, and about a thousand times as a stealth archer, and little will surprise me. Okay, I am a bit squishy but, well, onwards!

      Meanwhile, my train driving career took a stall when I tried Trans Pennines, got in the cab of a 47 class BR diesel, and had to juggle throttle and brakes. In a jaunting 200 metre trip to the station, I wobbled between 11 and 2.5 MPH, and passed a signal at danger, ending the session (yay me). Not that I was going well in East Coastway, I missed my 600 yard cue watching an approaching speed limit and sailed through a station at 30 MPH. Bad driver.

 

Today in Church

The Fourth Sunday in Lent, the NT gives to us what we call the Parable of the Prodigal Son, a story many are familiar with but don’t know the whole deal. (Similarly, David and Goliath gets our interest up, a fight over in three seconds; David and Saul, that was the real party).

Jesus is receiving sinners, tax collectors, and the Pharisees are peeved – isn’t the Messiah meant to tend to the righteous? So, He parables: A land-owner’s son takes his inheritance, leaves, lives the life, ends up broke; worse, a famine breaks out, he has to work with pigs and would have to eat from the trough, and he realises his father’s servants eat better than he does. He repents, goes home with prepared words0; his father sees him, runs to him, embraces him before he can finish speaking, and welcomes him back with a feast. Story over, right?

But there’s a problem. The man’s brother, who stayed with his father, complains that he never got a feast in all the years he lived there working hard, and rejects his father’s loving attitude, “your brother here was dead and now has come to life; he was lost and is found.”

Part of the story is the relationship of God with the sinner, He rejoices when one comes back to the fold, and exalts them. Part is the righteous agog their faith isn’t taken into consideration. Granted, God does reward their faith, but the joy of the one returning is a greater celebration, and touches on other Jesus lessons – the lowly will be raised and mighty humbled, the last will be first and the first last – stories for another day.

 

Weigh In

      The diet continues well, I’m getting used to the snacking, got the powder/water ratio right, still have edges of hunger post dinners – and the other night had a sugar craving that I not only identified, but sorted out with an apple. It could have helped lead to the admin issues… but also the late finish Tuesday, who knows. All I know is I’m committed, settled, ready to add exercise to the mix, and Saturday’s scale results were 121kg.

      Not sure how much is clothing related, still on the heavy side, but as early steps in just a week, it’s a positive result. Plus it might be raining this week, and I can’t find the upper body workout vid on YT, but there’s an upper body and abs vid so… yay?

      I’m calling yay.

 

      And that’s it for this week, you can catch last week’s blog here, and my next one… soon? Maybe two weeks, so I make an Easter post. Also, Deathnote the anime is on Netflix, gonna throw some apples at Ryuk :D. Until next time, have a good one!

      T.M.


Sunday 20 March 2022

So, Where Have I Been? And What’s With This New Stuff?

When Cole met Jane, something special happened, and they found love.

He never expected Anthony to return…

Three Ways – The Ways In, a contemporary romance in
Sydney, Australia, all yours on the cheap at Amazon

Amazon Australia          Amazon Canada          Amazon US


      Hi guys,

      Yes, it’s been a long while. But being a long while, I’ve had a sort-of idea for the blog, which will work out into a longer format, but a wider range of things to view.

      So, where’ve I been since August 2021? Well, around…

      I’ve been in a rut, bouncing around in exhaustion, stress, depression, getting triggered, sleeping too much, letting myself go and eating too much, struggling with the writing. No, I hadn’t been on holidays for two years, even when Covid locked me down the second time. But throw in a holiday (except the sleepless day-long layover in Qatar, and three weeks of eating a very rich diet), and there’s perspective, rest, energy to do things…

      And that admin at work that was driving me down, hard to deal with, is suddenly “I can do this.” Life’s looking up, right?

      Yeah, life’s looking up, except for the fact writing The Ways Out is stagnating with blockage, and the blog I was going to issue last week was a sullen, depressive mess. But it now lives with the lost bits and bytes floating around in the ether, and I’m just pecking away until the chapter ends or the block dies. I guess it’s all good, and there’s drive to blog again. Hopefully I can keep this up.

      And here comes the new stuff!

 

What’s in the World

      Well, you can’t go far without running into the conflict in Ukraine. Putes the total Dictator wants himself some new land, doesn’t want himself some Europe on the doorstep (never mind he’s in the Europe side of Russia). I’d be empathetic, but, well, a guy who’s been in power so long, using the excuse of saving the eastern Ukrainian separatists to invade and bomb nuclear power plants and maternity hospitals. What a guy!

      Here in Oz, major flooding in Brisbane and Northern NSW, natural disasters not labelled until the PM turns up, but will he talk to locals? Nope, avoided the chance of rejected handshakes with some staged photo ops. Okay, the dude had Covid the week before, couldn’t make it until this week… but we have a Deputy PM, there’s Skype, and the excuse “The Army can’t mobilise at a moment’s notice,” is a con versus the epic response to Cyclone Tracy in 1974.

      What do you do for all of this? The leadership gone wrong, it’s kinda hard, I’m just a lowly voter. But for the people? I feel S.H.I.T. that all I have is a bit of charity, and thoughts and prayers.

 

The Last Two Weeks in Writing

      As I mentioned, slow progress on The Ways Out. I mean, seriously, how hard can this scene be? It’s a date scene (the only spoiler you’re getting), I know exactly where things are heading, it’s ultimately happy time, and yet… I can’t even word vomit. Is it because the context is against certain rules I now follow? Am I remembering the past for these characters and stumbling? Am I just not feeling it? Amen, I tell you, I don’t know. But I’m pecking. All I can do.

      And I had another idea. I’m definitely an author, I have ideas. And post world building, this time I’ve gone some character planning, and I have a bunch of characters with stories, motives, agency, and all manner of stuff. All that remains is to write it. But I’m already sitting in my omnipotence thinking, “You know some of them are gonna die, right?” Ahh, the writer life :D.

 

This Week in Gaming

      I’ve consigned WoW to the Over It pile. Let’s be honest, I wasn’t playing much after I hit the end of 9.1 content. I had my misgivings, and didn’t feel that up to Eternity’s End, another new world where I can’t fly with an off the bat jump quest, but with cute wombat cyborgs. But renewal was up today, so, ta-ta Blizzard, see you for Diablo 4. Maybe Diablo 2 if I’m feeling nostalgic, and Diablo 3 if I want to crack at it again.

      Skyrim: Anniversary Edition, and I’m rocking survival mode again (and yes, started the game again again). But, well, hanging out for The Elder Scrolls 6 where I’ll upgrade to the X-Box X – and admittedly, checking back in to Cyberpunk 2077 and its inevitable GOTY version, with all the hot mess fixes. Life as a level three stealth-Nord with a hunter’s backpack is admittedly good in Riverwood, but moving to Whiterun and getting a horse soon.

      As for the mods I was running… Welp, the game kept crashing, so back to vanilla. I’ll live with it, and maybe a companion because they’ll be able to keep up with the horse (I had fast horses, because vanilla horses are, well, slow). Maybe not, but I’ll eventually get hottie vampire girlfriend Serana. Yeah, I’ll live.

      And I say welcome to Trains Sim World 2020, and its already-evident flaws. Starting Main-Spessart Bahn out of Aschaffenburg? Can’t unlock the train doors at the start so have to get out the cab, run to the first door to open it, to get passengers onboard; also, I keep losing power on a hill. And Long Island Rail Road? Don’t set the M7’s brakes to emergency, or you have to charge the brakes at level 10 again otherwise you ain’t going nowhere. It’s still fun.

      Also want to record a Let’s Play, only the drinking game version. The drinking will have to wait until after lent, and the recording to wait until I get a screen recorder, so be prepared for some things on YouTube soon.

 

Today in Church

      It’s the third Sunday of Lent, the 40 days (well, 46) leading up to Easter, the preparation time for the Passion, the bit where Jesus gets nailed to a cross at the end of a torturous 30 hours. And since it’s Sunday, three readings from The Books.

      First up from the OT is the burning bush, Moses meeting God in a frightful, wondrous sight, and God answering Moses’ question of what to name Him – curtailed these days from its original, cryptic “I am that I am, that I was, and that I will be.” As things turned out, God was given a name, YHWH (Yahweh), kept by the priests with Lord used instead.

      Next, from 1 Corinthians 10, St Paul speaks of the Christian spiritual fathers (the Israelites) being baptised into Moses in the cloud that guided them (God) and in the sea (the parted waters), drinking of the same spiritual rock (Jesus), but most of them failed to please God. This is used as the warning the early Christians not to follow wicked things, and ends with the ominous, “The man who thinks he is safe must be careful that he does not fall.”

      Onto the NT, and two tragedies – Pilate sends some troops in to massacre templegoers in Galilee, and at Siloam, a tower collapses and 18 people die. Jesus puts a conundrum to his followers, were the ones who died greater sinners than anybody else, i.e., did they deserve their deaths for some reason? He says no, but still says that unless his followers repent, they will surely perish, or die to God as was the case with the fall.

      Things end with the parable of a fig tree, it grows for three years without giving fruit. The master wants to cut it down, but the gardener asks for another year, time to dig round it and manure it, and if the tree bears no fruit it can then be cut down. The priest’s take away? We have another chance to tend our tree. But an interesting aside? Fruit trees had their fruit discarded for three years, then sacrificed on the fourth year. Best be the best, tended fruit.

 

The Weigh In

      I mentioned a rich diet before. I had a very good reason for being in accessible range of fast and fatty food (I’ve been introduced to a fried chicken place with the tenderest fried chicken I’ve ever had – forget the sauce, I’m not a fan, but that chicken is to die for). But guess who gained weight.

      Okay, I was already gaining weight. The stress, exhaustion, scoffing large serves, and not exercising got to me, and weighing my bags for the trip was an eye opener. But I’ve gone on a replacement shake a day diet (the powder stuff at least tastes like I’m on a diet, so it must be good), turned into somewhat of a snacker (okay, lived the dream with smashed avo brunch and pizza, BBQ wings dinner Thursday).

      And today, I’m 125 kilos, and down to the fourth belt hole on my work belt, second on my jeans belt. Still early days, but the efforts have begun, and it’s time to exercise this week while the rain has dispersed. Gonna try that upper body workout again :D.

 

      So, a mixed bag, but I am a mixed bag with more than one interest, and largely less bleugh and meh. Better finish on the positive note. Have a good one all, and I’ll catch you soon!

      T.M.